LOVERS NIGHTMARE

I love you and I’m here to stay
that is what you always say
sending bolts into my knees
distance draws us far apart
passion still bleeding in my heart
love divine and oh so true
hoping that you feel it too
standing there and holding you tight
keeping your hands on my waist

I love you I need you that’s what you say
the rain starts falling and the sky turns grey
the only place I want you is right next to me
then suddenly you gone and I start to cry
waking up with tears in my eyes
rolling over to kiss you face
but you’re not there and my heart starts to race
right now I need you more then most
to hear you breath
but your not hear I just want to scream

I sit there now not able to sleep
my hands are shaking and I start to weep
I can still see you there
rain falling in your face
watching the sky turn from blue to grey
I think about it for awhile longer
wishing I could be much stronger
that beautiful dream turned into a nightmare
most of it was fuzzy but your face was so clear
and suddenly it hits me
like a car going sixty
I sit there and smile for the longest time
dreams aren’t real and I know your mine...

LYN SULAIM-4/12/2012.